I really miss you. I love you so much. Some day, I’ll be lucky. I won’t feel like this, I won’t miss your eyes, I won’t miss your smiles. God, I love you though. In this hour, it takes every ounce of power, to hold back, to be silent, to act as though you’re but a dream, a sweet taste of that which could be. I wish you the best. I wish…I never knew you…that, is what I desire.